Pain and Joy and Perfection

This blog was originally posted on MySpace.

Four miscarriages… four years of fertility drugs… seizures… 60 lbs of extra weight… hospital stays… surgeries… and even a cervical cancer scare.

Five years ago this week my husband and I officially began our quest for pregnancy. We had no idea what the road would bring or how long it would be. It was possibly five of the most trying years of my life. Fertility trouble is never easy. Not for anyone.

But through it all, even a rough pregnancy… I wouldn’t change a thing. I stare at my beautiful perfect son and all I can see is perfection. He is eight weeks old tomorrow and I cannot get my fill. He is pure innocence.

He is perfect.


Don’t you agree?


about moi…

Hi, my name is Cass. I am married to an amazing man who loves me unconditionally. I’m a stay at home mom to a rockin’ 2 year old boy who I call Monkey. I have an 12 year old step-daughter who lives in another state. We miss her daily. We also have two fur babies, Daisy and Jazz, who keep us on our toes. They are awesome!

I am a complete goofball, a photographer and a constant out loud thinker. I am a grammar challenged, vulgar, cursing, sex obsessed Big Mama fumbling through life. Among other things, I battle PCOS causing infertility, Bi Polar, Anxiety and OCD.

Currently I am riding the fertility roller coaster in an attempt to make Monkey #2. This blog is about a little of everything. I hope you enjoy. Read at your own risk!


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