This blog was originally posted on MySpace.
We are home. We actually got home this morning. I am like one big void right now. I don’t want to do anything except sleep. I feel like shit. I feel like crushed shit. That is the only way to put it. I have to get out of this funk. But I decided to let myself have it one more day. I read almost all of your blogs. Although I didn’t comment cause I didn’t really know what to say. Hardly anyone comments on my blogs so what the hell, I guess I don’t need to comment on ya’lls. I am feeling a little down on myself and hating the world right now. And how weird is it that I was in Denver a couple weeks ago, then come back to Wisconsin and then go to Pittsburgh and that the three school shootings in the same week were in Denver, then Wisconsin and then Pennsylvania? Creepy don’t you think? The one in Denver was in the same school district that my step daughter is in. The one here in Wisconsin was in the same county that I live in too. What the fuck is up with all these school shootings?!?! What is this world coming to??? And do I still want to bring children into it? I just don’t know anymore. Someone have anything positive to say? I have nothing.