Hole in my heart
We saw the fertility specialist today. On my birthday. Not good. Hubby is not on board. We don’t go forward. That added on to the arguing about it makes this by far the worst birthday of my life. No more babies. I feel like there is a hole in my heart. Nobody understands.
Categories: Baby Making Frustration, Life, Life, Life
Why is he not on board?
And, I did not realize that it was your birthday. I am sorry that I missed it. Happy belated birthday… for what it is worth.
for several reasons… the chances of multiples goes up.. that freaks him out… it is what it is… i just feel so defeated and he wont talk to me at all… he STILL isn’t talking to me.. so now i am just fuckin pissed about the whole thing… my birthday THAT HE RUINED and my sadness over no more babies… its horrible. I am now in a funk that I can’t get out of.
Honey you need to speak to professional. Immediately.
hmmm, so this is the reason why you were so sad friend. HUGS!
xoxo
Well saying Happy Birthday seems silly when you had such a bad one, but there it is anyway. Did he just drop this on you? A sudden change of heart?
Aww thanks darlin! All is better now
He freaked for many reasons. I understand it but was sad. Our chances of multiples goes up 30% when we go to injections. Which is our next step.